I have always wanted someone to tell me what to do
Always hoped, desperately that you would show me the way
I didn’t think I had enough strength, or wit to do this
But I just realized
That all this time, you never did
That was all me
All my choices,my decisions
And guess what,I have been fine
All this time.
And here I was thinking, I’m not enough
I just realized
That all this while
I have always been ready
To start
Now I’m not ready anymore
Not because I’m scared,or don’t know what to do, or waiting for you
But because I AM STARTING
Its not that I know everything
But its my finally living it, that I will learn what I need to
Because all this time I looked to you for strength
I have been strong enough
All this time
